Hello, readers, well wishers or angels, whichever catagory you may "be" and thank you. I believe that just the act of reading these notes connects us humans through compassion. So as you read my story its almost as if you "share" it, i believe "that" energy can also be helpful and healing. Thank you for reading this whether you can help or not! My name is stephanie and i am in a serious cornicopia of dilemas. I truely don't know where to begin in fixing all of it. Rent is way behind, 4,500., irs issues which feel scarier than they are i'm sure, rescued cats and a dog that survived Katrina (oldest son brought home from Alabama all needing shots medications spay/neut, My car was repo 'd a year ago and they'd still like 5.000 from me for it. My apartment is extremely unhealthy to live in. My 2 sons and i have lived there 4yrs. Its on "slab" foundation which means any moisture in the ground outside seeps up into the carpet. carpet is mold laden. huge hole in shower wall for a year. i bleach the ceiling and walls of bathroom weekly due to mold. there is no weather stripping around windows or door. the electric bills seem to be growing exponentialy. they used to avrage 50 month for 6 months now between 200-350. I worked as a waitress for 18yrs same store (im only 38), until they gave us a weeks notice that it was being closed and buldosed down!that was october last year. Last one in town and without a car i couldn't transfer. I also have worked as a certified home health aide and continue to work 4hrs week for one loving client. I also am certified massage therapist, unfortunatly the weirdos out there scared me out of that field. I am strong in my faith and believe we move energy withour thoughts but im drowning in caos and feel overwhelmed. I know i am meant for greater things. I would like to be well read author someday, I believe my books will help many people. I also believe i have the gift of helping people spiriually in many ways. i feel so stuck and dont know how to get out, so i can get out and help. im keeping my faith, that no matter what happens, its what i needed to go through to learn what i needed to learn. not sure if i can be help to anyone reading this but I can definately listen if you need an unbiased and honest listener! you may email me: Spiritlnkn@yahoo.com
